I’m Tired I’m worn
My heart is heavy
From the work it takes
To keep on breathing
I’ve made mistakes
I’ve let my hope fail
My soul feels crushed
By the weight of this world
And I know that you can give me rest
So I cry out with all that I have left
Let me see redemption win
Let me know the struggle ends
That you can mend a heart
That’s frail and torn
I wanna know a song can rise
From the ashes of a broken life
And all that’s dead inside can be reborn
Cause I’m worn
I know I need to lift my eyes up
But I'm too weak
Life just won’t let up
And I know that you can give me rest
So I cry out with all that I have left
Let me see redemption win
Let me know the struggle ends
That you can mend a heart
That’s frail and torn
I wanna know a song can rise
From the ashes of a broken life
And all that’s dead inside can be reborn
Cause I’m worn
My prayers are wearing thin
Yeah, I’m worn
Even before the day begins
Yeah, I’m worn
I’ve lost my will to fight
I’m worn
So, heaven come and flood my eyes
Let me see redemption win
Let me know the struggle ends
That you can mend a heart
That’s frail and torn
I wanna know a song can rise
From the ashes of a broken life
And all that’s dead inside can be reborn
Cause all that’s dead inside will be reborn
Though I’m worn
Yeah I’m worn
-Worn-Tenth Avenue North
Do you know how that is? I'm guessing most of you probably do. That feeling... That hopelessness... When you finally come to the end of everything you can do and realize that all we have left is Jesus.
Look at this again.
And I know that you can give me rest
So I cry out with all that I have left
Let me see redemption win
Let me know the struggle ends
That you can mend a heart
That’s frail and torn
I wanna know a song can rise
From the ashes of a broken life
And all that’s dead inside can be reborn
Cause I’m worn
This can be true, through Jesus. But it can't be true while we are holding on to life by our own strength. Today my strength gave out. I broke down. God wins. He always does, doesn't he?
Back to business though.... This verse came to mind.
18 I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us. . . . 31 What, then, shall we say in response to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us? 32 He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things? 33 Who will bring any charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies. 34 Who then is the one who condemns? No one. Christ Jesus who died—more than that, who was raised to life—is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us. 35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? 36 As it is written:
“For your sake we face death all day long;
we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered.”
37 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. 38 For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, 39 neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
-Romans 8:18, 31-39
We, my friends, are more than conquerors through Him who loved us. Through Him, and only through Him, we can do all things.
When I face days like that my mind goes to a similar song by Tenth Avenue North, The Struggle. And the most impacting line in it says, "Hallelujah we are free to struggle, we're not struggling to be free...Children drop your chains and sing!" Verse 37 of Romans and that part always bring a smile to my face. We're free from having to struggle for freedom because He's already done it and we are now more than conquerors!
ReplyDeleteTake heart Alainya and remember you're free to struggle, and that, no matter the struggle, Jesus is always there with you and for you.